why i dont go places
went to the cinema tonight with a guy and we ended up having a great time till someone asked me for a rollie so i let him, foolishly, 2 gypsies and 2 foreigners.. anywho ended up the gypsys took 50 euro from my guy cus they told him he’d get us weed, then it ended up the foreigners came up and i pretended he was my boyfriend.. then there was 5 of them D: then we decided ok we’ll get weed off them.. then this whole thing and now i’m high and i made friends and i got to hold someones hand and it felt nice :)
ANYWAYS, things i do when i’m high
- i start repeating myself, like if i do something like twitch or do a funny face it feels like i didn’t do it so i do it again to prove myself that i did it, then that continues
- i twitch like fuck, people ask if i’m cold
- my eyes get hot
- theres a big chill of blood rushing through my body like i feel the blood rushing down my skin in a big jist
- i think things over and over, then i think of something i should of said then say it after a long silence
so yeah, if i do that around you i’m either high or cold..
i’m such a teenager
Charles Bukowski (via atomology)
(Source: vanished)
What’s your excuse?
(Source: randomness-is-epic)